Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
Hallu :3
Been awake for the whole night, chatting, otp-ing, fb-ing and doing these documents mum made me do. Nope, not tired. Not in the mood to sleep. Too caught up with everything. My mind is tired. Too tired.
Been waiting for the sunrise too. I can’t seem to see the sun. I somehow miss looking at the sun, one of the greatest God’s creation. I miss looking at the nature, experiencing the beauty of it. Been too caught up with everything else till I lost track of myself.
I’ve been pushed too far. I’m not being myself at all. I’m sorry.
Maybe I need a break. Just a day alone with myself, doing things that I want without any disturbance and just think thru of all the shits that happened. But obviously, things like that doesn’t happen. People will pull me back cause they need me to be around. It’s okay.
I’m in love with Gerl now. Tho she scratched me justnow, but it’s okay. I know she din’t mean it. I know she wants to hold me down and tell me not to go home and leave her alone, but I can’t. I’m sick. She needs to know that. So she scratched me. I screamed at her and glare and I asked why in the world did she did that. She meow-ed once and look away. Then I keep on scolding her that it hurts and she’s being naughty and I’m not gonna love her anymore and I just walked off. She tried to followed me and I screamed at her to sit and I ran off. She seem down. After a while I met her again. She was afraid to come near. I called her and apologise, I explained things to her and talked to her like as if she understands me. She looked down and her ears are down too evrytime I mention about the scratch and the pain. I know she regretted it. I hugged her and gave her a kiss on the forehead and play with her for a while before heading home. I hope she’ll be fine. I love Gerl. I don’t want her to go missing like Sayaang. )’:
