January 2010
62 posts
Everytime when I’m happy , people just kill it . Sigh .
I’m just glad that I’ve killed it before it can even develop further . If not , for sure , history will repeat itself once more . So now , next plan , let’s move on and leave everything behind . Only now I realised how a smile can hide billions of pain I felt all this while .
Hah , what the fuck .. XD
Well ,...
I Love ...
Mum definately lift up my mood today ! :D Went to JP with her this morning and she bought me a Lime Green Polo Tee , Hershey’s Chocolate Syrup && COKE ! :D ahahahaha .. And also , I bought myself this white wallet I saw .. xD
I Love You , Mum ! <3
And not forgetting dad , he’s gonna give me $200 for my allowance this month & top up my pp8...
I'm fucked up . Things have not been well since...
Let’s update another one shall we ? :D
Hah , just otp with Hyn late at night cause dad won’t be home tonight . He’s gg over to Sengkang . Sigh , wish I could follow ..
Hah , no waaayyy .. Too lazy to get up :D Anw , homework are killing me kayy . Seriously . I’ve just finished doing everything . Urgh , banyak leceh siaa .
Now , I’m just gna pack my bag and...
YO ! :D Let’s make a quick update shall we ? :)
Woahkaay , things were topsy-turvy nowadays . I’m slaking in class and yeah , for some reason , I missed my Abg who just went to Batam . )= He’ll be gone for 3 fuggin’ weeks ! 3 WEEKS ! That’s almost a month ! o.0 What if he came back and forget me ? Like how it happened before ? This...
Random Updates .
HELLOH ! For the first time , I actually had a stalker . Oh wow , pathetic , but true . I was shocked when he know every single detail about me . Well , not entirely , but most of the things about me he alrd know ! I was like wtf cause I don’t even know him ! o.0 Nvm , truth will be reveal soon .
Anw , today was fun . Oh no wait , not ! Bitch didn’t come , so I...
Physco Frienemy.
alspearscyrus:
Frienemy = Friend but Enemy behind his/her back :)
Do you have a friend who is just damn irritating ?
He/She asks you whether you’re his/her Bestfriends ? And
You have to say Yes to avoid the feelings of hurt ?
If you Do, Isn’t it damn irritating ?
AL Spears.
Nice pic btw !:D
But hey , u just gotta stay true to yourself . The truth hurts , but...
Sometimes, finding the words is the most difficult...
On the phone
Girl : Hey ( I need to do it )
Boy : Hi Hun ! I love you and miss you so much!
Girl : You too ( not really )
Boy : Are you alright? You sound... Diststressed or something.
Girl : Yeah, i'm alright ( Not even close to alright )
Boy : Okay well that's good! I was thinking of driving to your house today!
Girl : But it's a two hour drive... ( don't waste your money on me ...)
Boy : So? I haven't seen you in forever . I love you, things like distance don't matter when you love someone this much.
Girl : ... ( Awh ... )
Boy : ... You there?
Girl : Yeah I'm here ( I just can't... )
Boy : Okay, well , I'll be there as fast as you can say I loooove you ! You know my love for you grows each day.
Girl : ( that's what I don't want happening . It'll hurt more if I don't do it now ) Hey, we have to talk.
Boy : Now? I'll be with you soon.
Girl : ... Okay. Nevermind. I can't wait to see you ( I just can't...)
Boy : Kay! Love you !
Girl : I love you too ... ( But not as much as before. Though, my love for you is enough to be afraid of hurting you...)
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Ouch .
14451.) Everytime you come back into my life, it...
your-miasma:
sevensecondsurgery:
(via blogsecret)
“No matter what happens between us, I just want to let you know that I’ll always...”
– (via runawaytrain) (via your-miasma)
Guys .. :)
Before marriage(read from top to bottom)
Him: Yes! I've been waiting for this moment!
Her: Do you want to leave me?
Him: No! Don't ever think about it!
Her: Do you love me?
Him: Ofcourse! Over and over!
Her: Have you ever cheated on me?
Him: No! Why are you even asking that?!
Her: Will you kiss me?
Him: Every chance i get.
Her: Will you hit me?
Him: Are you crazy? I'm not that kind of person
Her: Can I trust you?
Him: Yes...
Her: Darling!
After marriage(read from bottom to top)
It’s clearer now . Thank You .
YO ! All my plans turns topsy-turvy cause I spent time walking the long way just to went otp with Hyn after school , I have to pick bro from school & HOMEWORKS ! And now , Im stuck with the computer & homework’s not done yet .. xD AHaha .
I planned to make Prawn Cutlet I got from my school F&N book OR I wanna do chocolate cornflakes ! :D I got this from Nigella...
Kegilaanku merasuk jiwa mu .
I'm just so happy that I wanna share it ! :D
Helloh ! :D omg people , i’m just feeling so happy today , despite the fact that my phone kinda pissed me off early morning . ANW , school was great . In fact it was much more than great ! And finally , I’ve moved on . Yes , 100% -ly moved on , thanks to Hyn uhh .. He’s maturity really opens up my eye .
I just realized that I’ve forget all about her & him ....
Forgive me , Love . I'm no match for you , just...
All this while , I'm invisible to everyone and the...
I lost my mood . No , this time it’s not mood swings . It’s something else , since yesterday . And oh , today’s my 2-months friendship with Hyn and I just don’t feel anything (as in like happy) , even when I wished him that last night ..Lost ? Pretty much ..o.0
I’ve been backspacing this post over and over again . I don’t know what to post . All I have in...
Random !:D
YO ! Haiyaa , a friend of mine thought I stop texting him cause I’m seeing someone , haiyaa .. Well , even if it’s true , that doesn’t mean I’ll stop communicating with my other friends right ? .. But , it kinda makes me laugh too ! XD Me ? In a relationship ? XD LOL ! I scare people off , so what makes you bloody hell think I’m gonna...
18 days now .. And 3 more days and it’s 3 weeks that we stopped communicating . How long are you gonna make me wait ? 1 month ? Fine then .. I’ll love evol-ing you kay .You just don’t have any idea of how much I wish to talk to you … -.-
-sHd-
I'm just too dumb to realized that you're right...
Song that depict such hatred .
“I wish I can be the reason for that smile on your face.
Keyword is wish.”
– your-miasma .
I like playing on swings . Its the best place to...
(via astoldbyher)
Not in the mood .
YO ! Yeah , as you can see , I’m so not in the mood , dr td mlm sia ! Well , promised Hyn we’ll otp but I went asleep without telling him . Buay sak aku . Next , dad forced me to accompany bro out to buy stuff for school and to cut his hair .. Mentang2 laa aku suke kluar , slalu sgt aku kene temankan org ! =.= Next , bro irritate me in the bus , sial laa , tk leh tahan...
SHuD says : No laa , don't worry . You cute laa .
Shaf says : no , where got ? Muke buruk sey
SHuD says : Haiyaa , leceh sia ni budak ! Seriously , you hawt la , don't worry kayy .. (;
Shaf says : hahaha ..
SHuD says : Serious laa , you look matured la .
Shaf says : the clothes I wear makes me looks matured . I'm very immature la gerl ..
SHuD says : hmm , sukati laa . but I still think you're cute & hawt ! :D
Shaf says : but trust me , im not (and Im not complaining either ) .
SHuD says : ahahaha , tk nk caye sudaa ! But im sticking to the fact that u're actually good looking kayy ! :D
Shaf says : Hmm , same as im not complaining , but i think someone is falling for me , cause I'm falling for her too .. (; and btw , thx for d compliment .
SHuD says : Wah , daa ader sehh !! :D Saper uhh ? and wc .
Shaf says : Hmm , pretend jer dis gerl ! ..
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Haiyaa , it's been 2 weeks now .. And I missed your craps alrd ! .. Come back soon aites ! (;
-sHd-
Selingkar Kasih by Rem .
Seharusnya cinta ini...
“The only time when you know you love someone is when that person decided to step...”
– SHuD .
12 Ways To Know That You Love Someone .
12 Ways To Know That You Love Someone :
TWELVE: You talk with him/her late at night and when you go to bed you still think of him/her.
ELEVEN: You walk really slowly when you are with him/her.
TEN: You don’t feel Ok when he/she is far away.
NINE: You smile when you hear his/her voice.
EIGHT: When you look at him/her,you do not see other people around you.You see only him/her.
SIX:...
Camp ; Day 3
Day 3 is like the hardest part . )’: AHAHA , nah , not really . (= Cause we’re all going home . Woke up , Nad woke me up .. XD Bathe , changed and went down . Had breakfast , forced myself to finish it up ..And I just can’t finish up the white thingy .. What’s that , I don’t know ! o.0 And had 1/2 cup of milo ! XD
So after that , we did some Area Cleaning...
Camp ; Day 2
Had Mee Goreng as breakfast . Seriously , tak leh masok sak ! =.= And Milo for our drink ! Felt like vomitting alrd cause I don’t eat breakfast early in the morning .. But then Kaz said I have to eat .. =.= Tsk , so force and can’t even eat half .. Had no choice but have to throw it away .. Berat siaa hati nk buang mknan .. cause it’s like my first time ! Usually...
Camp ; Day 1
Start my day as usual . Wake up , bathe and go to school . And guess what , dad caught my hair !! XD He noticed how short my hair is ! XD LOL ! Cause everyday when I’m with him , I’ll tie up my hair and make it look as neat as possible but that day , I was in hurry and didn’t comb / tie my hair and he noticed ! XD Busted .. ! XD
So reached school and...
Camp ; Intro .
Helloh People ! :D
Yeah , back from camp & I’m obsessed with my instructor’s smile and looks ! :D So damn hot .. (; Okay , back to the topic . I’m gonna post everything separately . So this post , it’s mainly crap , on how I think of the camp (?) ..HAHAH , whatever .
I’m tanned . The camp was awesome ! The instructors (MY GROUP’S !) are...