February 2012
2 posts
17August 2011 - 19February 2012. RIP 11.11 xoxo
Officially been said and done. It ends.
RIP 11.11
January 2012
32 posts
Hallu ! :3
I don’t know what’s there to update tho. haha !
Well , I got into Applied Food Science in Simei. :3 Hopefully Abang gets it as well so we can be in the same school and class. :>
haha. okay. tata ! ^^
Hallu . :3
So I don’t know been how long that I haven’t got to update my tumblr. Yes, been busy. Working with mum in the day and practicing on my stuff with Dayat at night.
Currently waiting for 8 more days for my school result. No, I din’t get to Poly. Yes, call me dumb if you wanna. I manage to get only 2 O’s which is F&N and MT. Sucha waste. But it’s...
I WANNA LEAVE THIS PLACE.
so fucking badly.
Mom's advice.
Mom: You shouldn't have told him you loved him.
Me: But I did love him...
Mom: Yeah, but you loved him too much. You never let a guy know you love him more than anything. Because then they won't care if they hurt you, because they know you love him. They know you're not gonna do anything about it. Once they know they have control over you, is when they start using it against you and take you for granted. He won't care what he does to you, because he knows you care enough to stay with him no matter what he puts you through.
Me: But what if you love someone enough that you WOULD do anything for him?
Mom: You need to stop that. I taught you to be stronger than this. You don't NEED any guy. Where's your independence? You let people take advantage of you so much, what's wrong with you? You need to be bigger than that. The next guy, don't let him hurt you. If he pushes you over, you push him out on the street. My daughter doesn't deserve that.
Ohkay. So i’m gonna be tumblring today since twitter says i exceed the daily status limits. hahahha ! da fuuugg ?
so okay.
and i got no plans today. meet up , anyone ? Text meh ! (:
Aluhaa ! ^^
Back home now from meeting my baby. She’s getting fat ! HAHAHHAHA ! Okay. She’s getting chubbier ! :) Heheh ! Loves to rub her tummy ! ^^ So cute ! :D
So who am I talkin about ? It’s my Gerl ! ^^
She still majok with me cause I left her to lepak with Ally and Za. Tsktsk. So today’s meal is her ocean flavoured...
As I grew up, I realized everyone is just the same. They were all so good with words but not actions. So much for always being there.
And now you just left. Things just change. Nothing ever stays.
I’m tired. I’m done helding back the tears for idk how long. Yes, the strongest person is the weakest. I am.
Changes.
I don’t know what to tumblr about tonight. My mind isn’t in its place. I don’t know where it is. Help ?
Currently listening to Kiss The Rain. Missing the melody, the atmosphere. Beach doesn’t seem to help. Maybe I need to be alone instead. But then again, I don’t have the heart to tell people off that I need my own space. I can’t do that. But then, people...
December 2011
138 posts
In reply to the private blog.
I wasnt there enuf, at all. I know. I know I’m doubting you all these while. I agree to evrything you said. Totally.
But I’m sorry. Maybe I’m not good enuf.
It’s not wrong to express all of that. I agree to it. No hard feelings here.
I’m sorry.
Hallu :3
Been awake for the whole night, chatting, otp-ing, fb-ing and doing these documents mum made me do. Nope, not tired. Not in the mood to sleep. Too caught up with everything. My mind is tired. Too tired.
Been waiting for the sunrise too. I can’t seem to see the sun. I somehow miss looking at the sun, one of the greatest God’s creation. I miss looking at the nature,...
We Are All Puzzle Pieces
Hallu. :3
I realized that we are all playing an important role in this life. Evry single person is a puzzle piece. Connecting one another in the right position to see the whole beautiful picture.
That explains how we lead our life. That’s the reason why people come and go, why people change, why people get replaced. It’s because we are all puzzle pieces. We need the right...
Buat Seorang Insan.
Ringan betul kan kau sebut nama aku ? Macam senang gitu. Setiap saat hidup kau , kau sebut nama aku. Lepas dengan nama, kau ceritakan pula tentang diri aku. Kau ceritakan apa yang pernah terjadi, tingkah laku dan sebagainya. Kau menunggu ku.
Masa untuk berjumpa amat sukar. Namun kau tetap meluangkan masa untuk ku. Setiap kali aku bersedih, kaulah orang pertama yang akan memujukku. Setiap...
Sickarable.
I’m sick. Been coughing and sneezing the whole night. Bleargh ! Nvm.
I just done otp. Called Dee since I forgot to asked about his appointment and called Zaa & Ally at a different time to update them about some stuff. Whoa. I bet my bills would rise sky high. HAHAHHA! nvm.
So it’s already 12midnight. Shall go get ready and go out to Sengkang tonight. Maybe sleep in the car...
Wonders.
So at 430pm, things settled. I woke up from sleep, showered and left house. A simple hello leads to a conversation and eventually, an end.
Things has ended between Dee and I. No u-turn.
Shan’t elaborate on that. If luck is on our side, we’ll meet again someday. Gonna miss you. (:
Took our own ways after that, a last tight hug and I went off to meet Abang and his friend, Alfiq...
I don't wanna sleep.
knowing that later when I woke up, things are just gonna be different. (‘:
Sampai hati kau kan ?
Buat aku gini, bagi harapan lepas tu tinggalkan macam gitu. Kau cakap macam2 tapi akhirnya sume hanya kata-kata tanpa makna walaupun tu janji.
Kau tau saket tu ape ? Aku kadang da tak bole pikir. Thanks eh ? aku sayang kau sangat. (:
Hais. Aku penat ah. Penat sangat. (: